Sunday, September 17, 2006

..This whole Feeling..

I always questioning myself.
Do i still need love from a person called "boyfriend"?
Do i still can count on him when i need a shoulder to cry on?
Do i want to be loved? or
Do i want to love someone?

Everytime i see couple, there's a hole in my heart, shouting out loud to be filled with that 'couple' thing. i wanna be like them.
But some parts saying that how risky love is...
I know that, coz i've been there and done that before, like 'million times'.

i praise love a lot.
i'm a big fan of love.
i'm a lover.
i'm loveable.

The thing is i don't understand why i never be lucky for sort of thing.
Damn it. hehe,
When i was trying to open my heart to be filled by someone, those bastard guy just turns it upside down, inside out, and round and round...
I was feeling very bad and all of a sudden i wanna vomit.
Yeah, sure. It was like riding a rollercoaster. Love is just like that.
I really don't get it hey.